Monday, July 12, 2010
I don't want to please everyone.
I don't wnat 2 be compliant.
But things are not looking well if I'm not doing those.
^6
Shit this!
My life is in a mess.
Whats more than difficult?
My parents are estranged.
I & Sis are estranged.
Everyone is getting old.
And stuffs and stuffs,
immune to parental stuffs.
BUT SCHOOL IS SO SUCKY! zzz
I hoped I worked harder in p6.
Sometimes,
I really wonder...
I am right to leave all my primary school memories.
But they are all living so happily now.
AND ME........
every0ne have their own pr0blems anyway.
WITHOUT problems,
life is never exciting but plain smooth-sailing.
Why bother to be part of the mankind then?
Todayy take height&weight.
bloody shit.
as short as ever.
as fat as ever.
FORGET IT!
If I'm short,
I've got to be freaking slim.
AND I NEED MONEY FOR THAT.
I will do so when I have the earning power.
THATS it!
im not listening to practically every lessons,
in my own dreams,
in my deep thoughts,
texting,
laughing and what else?
ALL FUN AND NOTHING ELSE
!
felt like a parasite/
parents worked so hard to give me tuitions and stufffs.
I am not working hard, am I?
WITH THAT,
im gna do my homework now.
I thought I entered a new phase of my life..
Everything looked smooth.
Until I was infatuated with ****
And later infatuated with *****
And later ****** and later *****!
OMG>.<
is life always filled with infatuations?
I just seemed to be infatuated with everyone I talked to.
Are humans that mesmerising?
If so,
I would have been infatuated by almost everyone I talked to once before.!
LOL!
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confessions;5:46 AM
Cheryl Ee